我知道

               是清水出莲的

                梦想

                        抹杀了现实中的我

                我不恨！

                      因为那是

                 骨子里的东西

                恨也甩不开的

                              情结

 

              我知道 
                           是清高害了我的

              前途

                     屠杀了我的事业

              我不怨

                    因为那是血液里的东西

              怨也躲不掉的

                         骨气

                是父亲？

                        抑或祖父？

                 不得而知

     环境是环境

                不肯被污浊

                    我始终是我

                再苦

                       再难

                再傻

                       再痴

                 坚持着 

               不肯被污浊