舍不得一一妈

作者: 2023年03月13日17:15 浏览:0 收藏 觉得不错,我要 赞赏
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在妈生前就表述方式感恩;二十七那年重度失眠中枢残下,隐衷惟愿归宿离世吗?!失学年代过来,反复投寄,反复退回,漫长忧虑作答。阅历感受,许言,够上道理层次;许文,悟正成熟外拿。 二0二三年三月七日
             妈,
             祭 日;
            没有了妈,
             永别九年啦!
             妈,
             您含辛茹苦养育六十二个春秋的  
             二儿一一我的二哥,
             也去了,
              再不可怜跪爬!
              七十垂暮骤衰,
              僵卧一百九十三个日夜,
              熬尽寿终,
              墓伴妈下山洼。
              这是妈挂着的骨肉,
              雨雪不侵,
              风寒不入,
              无饥无渴,
              无恐无怕,
               妈给儿留了家。
               妈,
               止不住,老想!
               每逢年和节,
               团圆哪还妈?
               访谈荧屏好多好多,
               每到已故又再不挽回的母亲,
               湿润酸楚,
               暗随起;
               天下母亲的恩,
               天下母亲的情,
               各个经历各有细微万端感慨,
               心路同归向妈。
               妈,
               那么多年还在的时候,
               歧途坎坷不觉疲惫,
               妈平安,
               说不出地背负放松,
               憧憬渴望持久这样这样珍惜凝滯!
               突起变故,
               巨痛乱麻!
               那时的妈,
               习惯了,
               实在抗不了,
               吊瓶续扎;
               最多周内床位,
               妈老年五种慢病补贴;
               血压、冠心好好坏坏一直高危不
               显一直主治手术疑惑,
               妈活力妈福寿,
               儿欣慰:
               妈在,妈还在,妈能在,妈没事!
               妈,妈一下不行,
               惊悸木那空茫啦!
               妈!妈怎么?
               怎么能行!妈一一会?
               会一一移,移植!
                不含糊不含糊,
                烙印隔海母子真实,
                只要救,有救妈!
                没妈,冰凉没了声息没了神气没
                了寄托,
                 妈好样,过来能过来!
                 妈好点一一好点!
                 转好,转好点回家吧!
                 妈不要紧不要紧,
                 不能买了,儿往;
                 不能做了,儿来;
                 不能动了,儿呀!
                 妈,只要妈在,什么什么都好说!
                 任何失去,
                 办法弥补,
                 一旦没了妈再哪寻?
                  思念无限,
                  多咱多大都妈都依小望妈!
                  这就一一再也一一不,不!
                  炸雷轰顶陡滚翻腾!
                  妈一一妈!
                  回家回家吧!
                  苍白,干涩,紧紧那微微蠕动,
                  妈心中不灭不灭一息一一不灭哟!
                  妈,妈!有话您就说吧,
                  有泪您就流吧,枯干了!
                   儿一一给妈希望有妈希望,
                   怎么也要妈希望,妈!
                   满含心疼温暖,
                   总是苦难无奈;
                   育下生命躯身,
                   恩重太极;
                   不管游离何方,
                   曾经人间故乡妈的家。
                   妈坚强,
                    柔弱坚强。
                    妈屈,
                    四十孤寡养家。
                    大姐,大哥,二姐没使妈受累操       
                     劳。        
                     二哥两岁垂危,
                  “穿刺”生还,
                     后遗瘫痪癫痫、智止童时;
                     哪肯虐待,
                     二哥不幸余幸,愁又最亲的妈!
                     儿女只妈明了透彻,
                      世上,
                      妈的爱,妈的怨,
                      无论如何爱占据妈心怀。
                      妈行多言少,
                      不能场面完整理出完了计较;
                      家,从不嚷,
                       院邻有夸;
                       起头,样子?妈先,
                       俭朴耐烦不争不恼端正善颜;
                       平民里恍惚不凡,
                       一点一片灵境至上,妈。
                       记着念叨,
                       贫穷没个称呼,
                       解放后遇行好随口,
                        妈,是妈一一刘秀花!
                        电业零杂短期,
                        社办缝纫临时。
                        边纪军网边拾掇街筐垃圾,
                        丁点挣,
                         拉扯难得生计,
                         一身两饷,
                         碰壁冷落,
                         四处哄遍央求,
                         回来同情,
                         糊口添补妈没命抓。
                         一干半宿一早急忙,
                         急不过来,
                         和姐羞替街头,
                         来往嫌弃腌臜。
                         清扫大街,
                         老了废品收购,
                         没一样正名正式,
                         环卫嘉奖突出退职福利,
                         时常提及,
                         不忘本,妈!
                          勤劳正道,
                          生命崇尚;
                          通和光明,
                          活力风发。
                          妈,
                          血脉母系,
                          切肤难过难忘,
                          儿女不知觉甘愿痴情傻瓜。
                          入夜重症监护,
                          天明二姐急待航班,
                          丈夫离开不过半年,
                           女儿学业定居深圳,
                           相依度日,
                           相离伤疤。
                           那个午后,
                           已到,
                           糊涂哪里,
                           赶忙电梯;
                           长春路大医二院,
                           铭刻啊!
                           东大门口,
                            二姐臂贴石柱,
                           低首掩面泣不成声,
                            这一一!
                            驻足哀呆,
                            苍凉尘沙。
                            二姐,
                            年长七岁的二姐,
                            照看从小,
                            心目中勤快和蔼可亲可敬;
                            父亲商业小店负责,
                            运动“畏罪自杀”,
                            后更“因工死亡”,
                            二姐初中肄业接班;
                            没和大姐、大哥党龄,
                            拖累挂家,
                            隆冬腊月,
                            怀抱不满周岁女儿,
                            几十里外探监“孩叔”,
                            长子的丈夫终年海上时差。
                            从没见二姐失态,
                            夫别憔悴凄婉。
                            不得举步,
                            淤内积疾,
                            任姐释放,
                            疼姐顾妈。
                            隔日凌晨,
                            四时五十噩耗!
                            重症走廊,
                            大姐疯状倒那,
                            紧后叩首,
                            悲恐无以复加!
                            哥支住,
                           半辈奉出沧桑多磨。
                            移往太平间,
                            清早行进高峰的路边沿上姐      
                            姐嚎啕伏趴;
                            也头一次大姐震撼崩塌!
                            姐几十年如一日省吃俭用尽到;
                            慢条斯理本本分分。
                            妈悄悄瞑目,
                            姐姐要妈!
                            唉!
                           悲伤深沉忍韧昂起;
                            生息兴旺,
                            怀念传承,
                           境地升提,
                            对逝去至亲至亲的最好慰藉      
                            祭奠吧。
                            苦菜花,山茶花,
                            苍穹杳渺旷野际涯,
                            都妈族系,
                            滋蔓浸透默染,
                            绽放奇葩。
                            妈,
                            最美的歌最喜的诗最爱的文,
                            都唱、咏、叙,
                            在儿心底为您。
                            天堂,
                            是玫瑰芬芳,
                            那含妈真挚感召;
                            天堂,
                            是甘泉清澈,
                            那融妈心血精华。
                            妈,
                            敬爱的妈妈,
                            不朽的妈妈,
                            您孕育,抚养,倾尽所有所有!
                            鸿雁啼鸣,
                            带上儿的呼唤;
                            斑斓云霞,
                            呈上儿的星辉,
                            祷祝,
                            荣光妈!
                            赤子丹心,
                            刻骨精诚,
                            匍匐砥砺,
                            铁树花开吧!
                            多么熟识,
                            多么亲和,
                            多么深赖,
                             安详,
                            恬静,
                            妈家。
                            多么熟识,
                            多么亲和,
                            多么深赖,
                            安详,
                            恬静,
                            有妈的家。
                            多么熟识,
                            多么亲和,
                            多么深赖,
                            安详,
                            恬静,
                            想妈的家!
                            幽幽寂寥,
                            伶仃乌鸦,
                            低微僻壤,
                            可妈,
                            年年回回,
                            自始至终毁灭了一刻,
                            儿仰丰碑,
                            丰碑一一妈!
                            慈爱,
                            恩情,
                            长存啊,
                            永恒啊,
                            妈!
                            妈一一!
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